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Night Is Here

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mydragonzeatyou

Published: Dec 5, 2013

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Night is here
Sleep won’t come
I really need some
Right about now
I don’t care how
I want to sink deep
To the places known only in sleep
To see
All the things in that world I could be
I know
How my consciousness will sink so low
My dreams will get the power
Ha my whole mind to their desire
To spread good or bad
Moods to make me happy or sad
However right now I don’t care which
I just want to flip my inner switch
So I can fall into a sleep
So deep
I will only wake
When it is all that life will take
That I be awake
Until then I wish to leave this place
Way too fast of pace
And go where there is no time
Only thoughts and imagination of mine

Poem I wrote yesterday when I could not fall asleep. It might not be great but it's still not yours, so no stealing please.

Here some other of my poems! (warning: might be depressing)

TakeTake
All I think and then combine
You
Get something you can’t even define
I
Used to always lie and say I was fine
And
Put all the friendships I have on the line
When
All the bad emotions came to intertwine
With
The dark, narrow passages of my mind
It
Was rather impossible for me to find
The
Sanity I needed at that time

What Would I Do?What would I do?
Without you there to guide me every time
I fall through the floor and en up lost in places no one’s been before
To find
Myself in a state
I do not recognise
There is always
A floor falling apart under my feet
So
I’ll always need someone when I must finally admit defeat
Nothing
There is nothing you can’t do for me

...I can’t breathe
No that’s not it
I don’t want to breathe
My body makes me
It feels like there’s something on my chest
Like my lungs are full of something heavier than air
A bit like when I used to accidentally swallow water while swimming
But it doesn’t go away with coughing
It’s constant
Still there
Like drowning
I suppose
trapped in this state
Hot and cold at once
Don’t want to sleep,
Because I’ll wake up tomorrow
Don’t want to stay awake,
I’m brain dead
I can’t think
So I’m bored
Nothing there
Empty
The music that once filled me
And lifted me a bit higher
Now washes across my skin
Not touching me at all
Not sure if I’m feeling too much
Or nothing at all

We're All Just SinkingNo one's in power
No one's in control
Everyone's just as lost as the next person
Waiting for meaning to jump out
and say "Hey!I see you've been waiting for me."
Well guess what?
That's not going to fucking happen
Because there is no meaning
There is no reason
Life's just a giant fucking waiting room
That people pretend is a party
Or an adventure
But it's not
It's a dark hole of water so deep
It might not even have an ending
And we're all just sinking
Sinking
Sinking farther and farther
Some people tread water until they drown
deluded
convinced if they try hard enough they'll get to the surface
But the truth is they keep going down
Some people pray to imaginary gods hoping
To just float back up and get some air
The realists, those who know the world as it is
They just let themselves sink
Sink farther and farther down
Why?
Because they know the deeper they sink
the farther down they go
The more that temptation of the false light shinning through the water fades
So they sink
Sink and want

Gone too far
Gone Too Far
Awake at night
Twisting and turning, wondering
Wondering why things had to change
You take a breath
All movement hurt, even breathing
The house you live in feels like a cage
But tell him that and suffer his rage
Even if you're scared, remember
He is not better than you
Evenif the pain could kill you
Nothing will ever make him stronger than you are
This has to stop
It's gone too far
Step out the door and never come back
He can go rot
In a jail cell
It's not your fault
It never was
Grow your wings and you can be free at last
Standing in light
Muscles hurting, body shaking
Why in the world did things all change?
All alone in a room, you see a gun in the drawer
Tears roll down your cheeks as you hear him roar
Loading the gun so carefully
Now there's something to set you free
Even if you're scared, remember
He is not better than you
Even if the pain could kill you
Nothing will ever make him stronger than you are
Crying in fright
The moment is finally there
So why are you eyes f

Envy's war
Envy's war
Spread your wings let them fill with wind
Jump off let your feathers lift you
Your heart so kind
But they cannot see through
The Cloud of jealousy
In their own lies
What they want they can't have
In their drowned and misguided eyes
Having what they can't is a crime
What they can't have they must destroy
Burning other's joy
If they are not happy
No one can ever be
With their riffles in hand they march
All of them burn alive in rage
All as one torch
In the sky you're so free
You're causing no one harm
But they're jealous
In union they shoot
Bullets tear through, make a raucous
You are hit and fall to the ground
What they can't have they must destroy
Burning other's joy
If they are not happy
No one can ever be
You were found guilty of happiness
Sentenced to death
Were executed with no mercy
Shot from the sky

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I've been here, in sleepless nights, where I can't get it and yet it's all I think about.