To be honest I'm dealing with a lot
My friend has a terminal disease and he's going to die
I'm going to be there until the end, but it's not going to be easy
Every time he's out of my sight, I stress, because I don't know if he's dead or alive
If he falls out of his wheelchair, he dies
That's not the worst of it
A degenerative muscle disease
Means he's going to die by chocking on his own spit or something like that
I don't want him to go through that
And the medical world is too stupid to allow assisted suicide
So what will I do, if he asks me to kill him before it gets that bad?
Will I be able to say no?
Will I have to help my friend kill himself?
I know for a fact I can't, I'm not equipped to deal with this
But I know I'm going to anyways
Maybe that's why I'm home sick with a fever today.